Call It Even
Brock Zeman
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I ain't got much to say about dying
I never have given it much thought
But I know a few things about living
Like you don't wanna die knowing you ain't lived at all
Knowing you ain't lived at all
And I know how it feels to have a heavy conscience
Because I've done some things that I sure regret
Some have been forgiven and time has cured the rest
But some just won't let me forget
Some won't let me forget
And if I know one thing about loving
It's that you never do get over your first
And you can spend all your years bleeding and hurting
Wondering lord, have I got some damned old curse
Have I got some damned old curse?
And I know all too well how it feels to miss you
Hell, I think about you most everyday
And that's some thing I've tried to loose with running, women and booze
But ain't found nothing yet that could take your place
Ain't nothing that could take your place
So if it's all the same to you we'll just call it even
Cause I hurt you bad, almost more than I could know
And now I've gotta live with you leaving
Knowing never again will I have you to hold
Will I have you to hold
So this here is the last song I'm gonna write about you
It's just like the others and the chords are just the same
But every song that I write from now until I die
They'll all softly whisper your name
They'll all whisper your name